Questions...# How many timesHad I a blind spot?Closed my eyesFrom my feelings?And how many timesI wanted to give myself a bootBecause I couldn't come to terms with myself.# It's nearly impossible for meTo tell my true feelingsAnd self-destructiveI grasped at strawsThat finally you would seeWhat I feel for you.# But now it's too lateAnd I have to realizeThat you're happy in loveAnd have no needno more for mine.# Everytime nowI see you so happySo perfectly happyThat I don't know anymoreHow I should feel.# Should I be happy for you?Should I get now around you?Should I try to ignore itAnd cry my tears at night?I didn't know. I don't and I bet I'll never know it.# But I want you to know, that my feelingsMay were stronger than anyone thought.So a new question comes up:How many timeWill I need to forget youOr find anyone else to give my love?
Once upon a time...IndescribableIs what I feelWhile I'm thinkingAbout our friendship.Close to my heartAre youI wish you could seeThat youMade a fighter out of a poetMy best I gaveTo please you!But what happened?To start from scratchThat's what we wantedBut I feel baredFrom your lifeThat I'm not interesting youanymore...anymore...nevermore...So let me in your worldLet us sharePain, joy and everything else what comesDon't tell me you need time anymore,'cause I'm no fighterHave not the strenght inside.If you do thatThen I have to give upAnd to my paper and pen I'll go back.Show me please that you're fighting tooor simply say it in my faceThat you don't care anymoreAbout meOur friendshipEverything.
Last night...Last night I dreamed of youAnd somehow I wish it could be trueYou asked me out for cinemaThat's a fact; for me so rareBut the question is now: is it a DATE?Won't I come too late?So many things which bother meBut, I know, we will see.In my dream everything went fineYou were so kindThat I gave you a hugI guess I was like stuckWhen I gave you on your cheek a kissAnd hoped you may would me miss.Suddenly my heart beats fasterI'm your slave and you my MasterAs you take my first kissAnd precipitated me into confusionFelt like in heavenStarted blushingBut before I could ask, if we were now a pair;That's so unfair;I woke up hearing my mother calling meAnd I'm screaming 'shut up' , moody, and try to hold on this dreamSo it could even just for short go on
As the sun kiss her loverThe wind is kissing my cheeksTries to dry the tearsWhich are coming from the lake of my feelingsThe sun shines alone in the skyNo cloud is there to keep her companySo, how can she shine so bright?Doesnt this loneliness erode her inner?She radiate unsupportable heatThat I feel dizzy, have problems to breathFeeling so leached out, small and marrowlessI think Im going to dieReady to let me fallBut suddenly there is this one thought of youReaching for me, saving meYou take me in your arms, even when youre not here with meYou sponge my tears away and make me smile againYou give me company, friendship, maybe a kind of loveAnd suddenly I understood as I saw the sunset.The sun seemed to blush as she kissed her lover the EarthOn which she was starring the whole day longHer heat was her passion which she wanted to shareSo she wasnt alone and she needed no companyBecause she knew so sure as the sun could knewThat every day the time will come, where s